Have you ever had an incredible spiritual experience—an extraordinary time of worship, or a mission trip where God moved in a big way? Everything seems amazing. Until you get home. Suddenly, everything that can go wrong does. That incredible spiritual high, that amazing God encounter feels long gone. What happened? The real world came crashing back in – problems, challenges, bumps along the road causing that mountain top experience to seem like a distant memory.
In the Gospel of Matthew, the disciples of Jesus had an experience like that. They had been used mightily by God. Then they meet a man they could not help. That man’s life had been hit hard. He’s a desperate father whose son has been tormented by seizures and no one knew what to do. Even Jesus’ own disciples were helpless. Exhausted, stressed and fearful, this father fell to his knees in front of Jesus – desperate for help.
The situation seemed bleak. And yet, this turns out to be just the right moment – a turning point in this man’s faith journey. It was also a crucial point in the disciples’ faith journey. Often, it takes coming to the end of our self for real faith to begin.
I can’t tell you the number of times I’ve lain awake just overwhelmed by all the needs in the church, in this city. Falling on my knees, often in the middle of the night, I come to a point where I say—God, it’s just too big a job.
It’s those times that I feel the spirit of the Lord seep back in. And that’s the hope we have today. It’s at the point where we’ve come to the end of our strength, our knowledge, our options – that God can really start moving. This happened in the story of the father and his son. When life’s challenges have almost crushed this family, Jesus heals the boy – a lesson learned by the disciples, as well.
And the same is true for us. Have you reached a point of desperation like this father? Have you become too self-sufficient like the disciples, feeling that faith in Jesus yesterday was enough for today – and suddenly you are powerless? It could be time to fall on your knees before Jesus and cling to His supernatural power – when you feel powerless.